No

I have no more intelligence, writing blogs have become painful. There is something fatalistic about it, that every time I start a post, it gets to the point that, everything I wrote was so meaningless and crappy that I must delete everything at once.

Belated teenage angst, I believe. Or early alzheimer's. Or pure mental retardation. You take your pick.

No hope, no goals, thus marks the upcoming 2007. Announcement: I will go back to Taiwan to live, coming September or October. Reason: family financial and personal well-being issues. I must return. To the land I have not seen since 1998/9. Mental images of extreme temperatures, thinnification, and ultimately conformity. I hate it. I like my t-shirts and sneakers and rock'n'roll. I do not like stupidity, bigotry, and social image of a 20+ female.

On another note, my dear friend KaKa came back around Christmas. She had been in Japan in the last year teaching English. Quite an adventure, I loved hearing her stories. She is a great gal, and I love her dearly. KaKa made the comment that she dresses differently in Japan and HK, more feminine. I took that as bad omen. Those who know me in real life, I am not in the least feminine. The only thing feminine about me is PMS.

Very depressed lately. No break in sight. I will continue to rant with a down-trodden soul, and seeking salvation in mind-numbing TV marathons.